i didnt ask for much. i just wanted to talk to you since i didnt all day. but you tell me to go to sleep? whatever.
January 2010
117 posts
dont say something your not gonna fuckin do.
theres always this part of me, that compares myself to her, ALWAYS…i know its a bad ass habit, and i know your mine now, bt i rlly cnt help it…shes so much “badder” than i can eva be..
betta' than ya ex, gon be betta' than ya next.
I could be having the worst day ever. I'd be able to list off over twenty things that went wrong and all you have to do is hug me and I can't remember a single one of them.
(via xmyyy)
sorry to..
the people i kinda mugged today at lunch. that means the people like johnny, paul, alec, kristi, etc etc. sorry! i was js really irritated..i love you guys tho :)
Don’t get mad when a girl cares too much. Worry when they start to not give a fuck.
(via primarilymotivated)
so like we is in the computer lab..
im with vilieghann & martha :D
BOOOOOOOORED as fuck! haha. hi veezy, im right next to you :)
i havent blogged in hella long
wanna know why? cus i dnt feel the need to . im fine with my life now. i dont have problems with babe. school is still whatever. i have like no “girlfriends” anymore. its like just me & dee against the world. but i guess ive brought that upon myself. right? i’ll fix that sooner or later.. my life is still falling downhill, bt im okay, cus i look forward to seeing his baby smile and the scent of him everyday.
you asked me today “where the hell you been? you aint neva with us no more” i was kinda in shock cus i never realized that you realized it. i didnt think anyone cared anyway. but i guess you guys do.l i dont know anymore. i dont feel like i got anyone bt him.. you say your always gona be here thru anything, even if i dnt need you. but the truth is, i need you. i miss you. i dont know whats gotten into me, but i think i needed space. i needed to think. but i rlly miss you.
but AAAAYEEEEEE! 115 on mines :) haha
Sometimes you have to run away so you can see who will run after you. Sometimes you have to talk quieter, just to see who's actually listening. Sometimes you have to take a step back, just to see who's still standing by your side. Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, just to see who's there when it all falls down. Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back.
(via kaaaah)
awwh, my gf's answer to this.
are you and seema close?
seema ali? shes my gf, forever, not-bright star, mainbitch, tell it alll, regardless, everything. so id say, hell yea. we’re close. we ride til the gas runs out, then refuel & were good to go! haha ily gf, id blast a niggga for her. watch out dee lmao. jk.
highlight of my day:
*6th period*
dom: i saw you two kissing!
me:when?where?
dom:today
me: i didnt kiss him today.
dom:i think it was yesterday
me: dom, we both didnt come to school yesterday hahaha
dom: uhhh.. it was just this one time! hahaha
me : *in the bathroom, fixing my hair.*
lorraine:hugs me from behind
me:haha hey. you followed me in here for a hug?
lorraine: yeah :)
AWWH “)
im scared that im gonna be leaving my friends for my boyfriend, & tht they'll get mad :/
dearest lorraine.
i miss you. we havent been hanging out after school, or even during school :( where have you been? you arready know where you can find me.. i just really REALLY miss you, specially cus i feel the same as you when you said “you dont even laugh” anymore.. ughhhh. lets hang out soon yeah? i love you bbygirl.
so maybe you don’t mean it. or you don’t even realize it, but the smallest little things you do can get this girl thinking for a lifetime.
(via mirellejerrica)
“as much as you give her a reason not to trust you, a girl will sometimes push that aside and mark it in her head as void. she won’t give up, more importantly she won’t give up on you. you know why? it’s probably bcos she sees so much good and potential in you that you can’t see. she probably didn’t listen to the advice that people gave her- you know, the advice that said “you should drop him, he’s not good for you” bcos she thought with patience and love, you could probably acknowledge the good person you can be. so it wasn’t mandatory for her to stay- but you see, she puts up with the bullshit that is called your life.A and that right there is a woman pushing aside her pride for YOU. and do you ever give her appreciation for that? probably not..”
—kaitlin.
