i didnt ask for much. i just wanted to talk to you since i didnt all day. but you tell me to go to sleep? whatever.
theres always this part of me, that compares myself to her, ALWAYS…i know its a bad ass habit, and i know your mine now, bt i rlly cnt help it…shes so much “badder” than i can eva be..
the people i kinda mugged today at lunch. that means the people like johnny, paul, alec, kristi, etc etc. sorry! i was js really irritated..i love you guys tho :)
im with vilieghann & martha :D
BOOOOOOOORED as fuck! haha. hi veezy, im right next to you :)
wanna know why? cus i dnt feel the need to . im fine with my life now. i dont have problems with babe. school is still whatever. i have like no “girlfriends” anymore. its like just me & dee against the world. but i guess ive brought that upon myself. right? i’ll fix that sooner or later.. my life is still falling downhill, bt im okay, cus i look forward to seeing his baby smile and the scent of him everyday.
you asked me today “where the hell you been? you aint neva with us no more” i was kinda in shock cus i never realized that you realized it. i didnt think anyone cared anyway. but i guess you guys do.l i dont know anymore. i dont feel like i got anyone bt him.. you say your always gona be here thru anything, even if i dnt need you. but the truth is, i need you. i miss you. i dont know whats gotten into me, but i think i needed space. i needed to think. but i rlly miss you.
but AAAAYEEEEEE! 115 on mines :) haha
are you and seema close?
seema ali? shes my gf, forever, not-bright star, mainbitch, tell it alll, regardless, everything. so id say, hell yea. we’re close. we ride til the gas runs out, then refuel & were good to go! haha ily gf, id blast a niggga for her. watch out dee lmao. jk.
dom: i saw you two kissing!
me: i didnt kiss him today.
dom:i think it was yesterday
me: dom, we both didnt come to school yesterday hahaha
dom: uhhh.. it was just this one time! hahaha
me : *in the bathroom, fixing my hair.*
lorraine:hugs me from behind
me:haha hey. you followed me in here for a hug?
lorraine: yeah :)
i miss you. we havent been hanging out after school, or even during school :( where have you been? you arready know where you can find me.. i just really REALLY miss you, specially cus i feel the same as you when you said “you dont even laugh” anymore.. ughhhh. lets hang out soon yeah? i love you bbygirl.