girl, i miss you :( like seriously. i terribly miss you. i dont even have your number anymore -___- but shit, like seriously. i was like man i feel like something’s missing. i miss laughing with you. doing stupid things. playing mario kart. messing with your brother. being at your house everyday. playing with your dog. always tryna cook something. i’ve always reserved a space in my heart for someone as special as you. i miss having A.S.K. we were bestfriends. always will be. my numba one. forreals. i still have, and always will have that glue gun scar on my right hand to remind me of how much i loved our friendship. i even remember my first myspace picture was at your house! shit, my first myspace was becusa you! seriously haha. oh yeah, i still have your video game, the one about the monkeys in the ball rollin around? hahahaha. i know youve grown to be such a wonderful sister, daughter & friend. just wanted to let you know i miss my number one, realest, truest, bestfriend since kindergarden “/
- melanie : why ME derwin? i mean why did you choose me? you could have ANY girl you want. i mean i know im a good catch and all, but your a FREAKING FOOTBALL PLAYER. im sure there are easier girls to deal with. i mean girls who dont TEST you like i do.
- derwin : you got that right............. but i dont love those other girls melanie. i love YOU.
this is gonna be a random post btw.
practice was actually kinda cool. the intense workout and run was just what we all needed. i dont know about the other girls, but i know im sore as fuck. haha. just like i was in the beginning of the season last year. haha.im looking forward to what’s in store for us!
MY GIRLS! yaaaay. since vball started its gonna be like the old dayzzzzz! having vball practice, losing the calories/weight, then gaining it right back becus we munch right after practice! hahaha. i miss you guys so much. im so glad becus this means im gonna be out with you guys more instead of sitting at home for the summer!
babybabybaby, i see you already started your sports over the summer too! im happy for you baaay. just dont foget bout me! haha
now, YOU. bitch ass punk ass nigga. i dont know who the hell you think you are to give me an ultimatum like that. like excuse me? im NOT your girl, and never was. so you can shove all your feelings and fucked up emotions alllll up in your ass, cus honestly, I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU NO MORE. i tried explaining things to you, and having some tolerance and patience with you, but you never gave me that chance back. “tell me when your ready to fuck with a nigga” , seriously? who the fuck you think you are with your half black hostile ass. feeding me some bullshit. nigga please. i used to have sympathy for you, but now i could care less. yeah i’ll be here if you needa talk, not if you want to kicket or if you want a fucken cuddy buddy. so here’s to you,MIKE. fuck you, im doing me with my girls and my baby.
and me? i guess you could say ive been okay lately. excited since vball started, but honestly, ive been sad. i dont know why. but i have. maybe one day i’ll figure out why. but as for now. im doing me. i dont rlly need hella friends. i got who i need. if im being a bitch, then hey, suck it up . cus im tired of dealing with arguements, patience being tested, friendships being tested, not ever feeling like im enough for anyone, etc.
so the marathon for THE GAME is on! yeah you know im like staring at the tv screen and writing this during commercials. haha. this show is gonna be on til 1 am! at least on my tv it will hahaha.
okay and now im getting a headache-.- haha. kbye guys.
too many of these.
All she wanted was someone who’d show her a little attention. Someone who knew what she wanted without telling anyone. Someone who could be her getaway when things got bad. Someone who was always there for her, who told her that everything was going to be okay.
Having to deal with so much shit from different people when you’re just a 15 year old trying to have fun. I wish someone could just take me away from everything. Someone who’s company I’d choose over anyone elses. Someone who never leaves me hanging when I need them. It sucks having to deal w/ my moms shit, then your shit. Someone please cut me some slack! Right now, all I wanna do is be happy.
this one’s for you, bitch.
so i sit here..waiting for your reply becus i havent talked to you allll day.even tho i did surprise you at practice today.didnt seem too happy tho honestly.sorry..well..what to do now?im kinda not in the mood to sleep.im hungry.and yeah..something just doesnt feel right……………………………….i sit here, staring at my fone..hoping you will reply or evn call..but na…well, i dont know what to do right now…..but seriously, something really doesnt feel right…………………………………………………………………………………………………….
girl, where the hell you at!?